AYEEL0RA QUiJAN0 || 011091 || TWEN-tEEN || FAM<3 || TRUE FRIENDS<3 || LE CORDON BLUE; PASADENA || EMPL0YED; EDWARDS CINEMA 10 || CAN0N 50D EOS II F00D/C00KING II PH0T0GRAPHY || BASKETBALL || KARATE || MUSIC || DANCE || DISNEYLAND II A GURL WH0'S d0WN WitH WUHTEVER WENEVER:]] LETS HAVE AN ADVENTURE? lEfT YU THURSTEEE?? YU KN0E WHERE t0 REACH ME :D
Hard to concentrate on this meeting with a view like this!! #orientation #the #ritzzz #carlton #marinadelrey #marina #12/10 #day1 #presidentialSuite #feelinGood #livinBetter
So #wcw huh? #mom #momma #roleModel #superWoman #teacher #nanny #bestMomAward #myEverything #thankyouMa #couldntAskForMore <3 #herHappinessIsMyHappiness #herHappinessMeansTheWorldToMe #womaniWishToBeSomeday :))
#theBestThingsInLifeAreForFree #happy85thBdayNanay #grandmas85th #loveOfMyLife #loml #first&lastLove #family #is #everything #lifesNecessity #wouldntTradeEmForTheWorld #theirCrazy #wouldntHaveItAnyOtherWay #clan #notEvenTheWholeFamYetTho haha :))
They arent kidding when they say something can really change in a blink of an eye. My life has changed.. idk wether its really for the better or for the worse.. but one thing is forsure I have learned and still learning as I go. My actions towards others has been affected without knowing until the damage happened already. I trying to stay focus but I dnt know how long it will last. My family means the world to me„, and at this point in life„, they are all that matters! My bestfriends have impacted my life… Thank you darryl, nikki, giselle, and emily for being there regardless of what goes on in all of our lives. I am truly blessed with such an amazing group of friends that I know will never turn theyre back when I need it the most. I cannot explain in detail how things have been, but one thing I know… IT CHANGED ME A LOT! Im traumatized for life. No one can ever tell me how to run my life.. I have to direct my own future and thats what Im going to do. I’ve never stopped when I was at my lowest, and Im not about to start now. “If there’s one thing I’ve learned about life, is that IT GOES ON” I may feel like no ones there for me at times.. but I know my lovely family and friends are there. Can’t keep being down now… Imma fighter :) Life is unpredictable… but I will make sure what I c will happen.. may not happen now.. but ONE DAY it will :)
its seriously been a while since I been on this.. times like this I find tumblr very useful. Need somethin to vent on! It sucks I dont get to express my feelings very much. I hate love the kinda person I am. It sucks that I get so scared to lose the most important ppl in my life. I fear waking up in the morning not having anyone beside me. I’m glad I have the best of friends that are there no matter what stupid shit I do. People that still sees the positive in me. Lately I been thinking bout how the next few months gunn suck cause I already work 6 days a week… and I will be livin’ away from home. Its not that far but the fact that I already hate alone time since I tend to overthink a bit when Im alone, it’s mainly being separated from my parents whom Im not use to being away from. I wont get to see my two nephews every single day anymore & also I feel as if I’m going to drift from my bestfriends. It sucks that I feel that way because it shouldnt be like that. The distance and time should never be a problem but Idk why Im so scared. It sucks. Blah blah blah, Im writing too many bullshit but whatever! haha! I hate nights like these when I tend to overthink I can only imagine how its gunn suck so bad once I move in. SMH! haha!
My grandma, The roots of this crazy mess! Thanks for all the sacrifices & bein the glue of this family nay!! I love you sooo sooo sooo much more thank u can ever imagine! You are simply the best! Super mom, super grandma!! Happy mothers day nanay!! #grandma #mothersday #life #motivation #inspiration #thankyou (Taken with instagram)
lets just say I have not had the best week. I feel as if Im at my lowest. Idk what to do nemore. Im not the best person at explaining or expressing how she feels. It sucks, my friends think I cant vent to them but really its cause I just dont know how to let it out. Idk how to explain it in the words they’ll understand. Hate the fact that so many shit just rumblin to my head. I can’t believe all these are happening. I wish I could do somethin to help… but all I can do is cry and think about it. I’m helpless! SMH! I hate bein so emotional yet I do become one every so often. I wish there was meds for it or something. Moving on to something better, I guess is what most ppl call it. I’m an adult now, gotta make my own decision… gotta know wether its for the better or worse! Schools almost over for me, I gotta make a decision for that as well. BLAH BLAH BLAH, thats all I know right now -__- I hope this feelin doesnt last very long, cause its slowly killin’ me!
Happy mothers day to the best and strongest woman I know!! The woman I owe my life to! There aren’t enough words in any dictionary in the world to describe howmuch u mean to me! I know I don’t say it often but ma I love you so much, don’t know what I’d do without u!! Thank you for everything you have done!! #mymom #happymothersday #ily #motivation #life (Taken with instagram)
Siblings!! My necessity <3 I love them more than words can explain!! #siblings #kuya #ate #familyovereverything #aprilphotoaday #nationalsiblingsday #myerything #mylife (Taken with instagram)
La creperie for the 1st time! thank you @emilydeeuhz (Taken with Instagram at La Creperie Cafe)
1st thought when my eyes opened this morning!! It’s his birthday, about 9yrs ago u left to be my angel and decided to watch over me & the rest of the fam every minute of the day! The best uncle and 2nd dad to me!! Happy birthday daddy! Imy and ily soooo much <3
Eclairs & souffle :)) #souffle #eclair #pastrycreme #food #desserts #instafood #instagood #chocolate #lcb #school (Taken with instagram)