lets just say I have not had the best week. I feel as if Im at my lowest. Idk what to do nemore. Im not the best person at explaining or expressing how she feels. It sucks, my friends think I cant vent to them but really its cause I just dont know how to let it out. Idk how to explain it in the words they’ll understand. Hate the fact that so many shit just rumblin to my head. I can’t believe all these are happening. I wish I could do somethin to help… but all I can do is cry and think about it. I’m helpless! SMH! I hate bein so emotional yet I do become one every so often. I wish there was meds for it or something. Moving on to something better, I guess is what most ppl call it. I’m an adult now, gotta make my own decision… gotta know wether its for the better or worse! Schools almost over for me, I gotta make a decision for that as well. BLAH BLAH BLAH, thats all I know right now -__- I hope this feelin doesnt last very long, cause its slowly killin’ me!